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“Gonna try with a little help from my friends”

Well that last post was a joy ride, am I right. Well where do i go from there. the thing i love most about this process, is i never know what I’m going to end with. I sit here and tell my self, “Self do your thing.” and I get what I get.

Phase 2: Taking action.
So i started working with some on. We shall call her B. I meet with B in a few days to discuss our next step. That makes my next step trying to figure out what my next step should be. Adulating is hard. I wish i had faith in my work. Sure i know i can do what ever needs to be done or at least fake it till i make it. When it come time to talk money i freeze. I under value myself because what i can do seems so simple to me. So when i look at making a living i say to myself  “Who would pay X for that? Not me.” but I’m not the one in need of the services. so it’s a tough area for me. That said i do need to make a living at this so i have to come up with something.

Project 2: All in.

The other thing im working on involves my more people. I setting up my own super group of friends that i feel need to be shared with the world. I want my friends to do well. To grow and succeed, and i want to do everything i can to help them. so were starting up a Multimedia company. Will be launching with a Soft launch of our website. I want to launch the website in September, just as every one goes back to school.  Next will come the podcast this one will be fun just in the experimental phase trying to figure out what we are what our voice is. Last part of my three-part plan to take over the world, um i mean to launch will be the YouTube channel. this one is the end goal because i have no idea what the hell is going on at YouTube like at all. So will leave that one last. All in all im really excited to work with these people and excited to share them with you (trust me these people are awesome.)

So there it is my master plan all laid out before you. but given my latest analytics I don’t have to worry about any one reading these so this is the safest place for them. Now im off to do my parental duties. wish me luck and as always may the swine guide your path.

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You know I’m still standing, better than I ever did, Looking like a true survivor, feeling like a little kid, I’m still standing after all this time, Picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind!

I have not forgotten about you!!! I have been working on stuff every day. New videos, Post, Pictures. Always trying to be creating these days, and its an amazing feeling. My head is so alive with ideas (OK i think that’s the weed but what ever it keeps me motivated.) I do need to get better with actually documenting here what i am doing. For example yesterday me and Liam Filmed a “LootCrate Unboxing video” this am i eddied it and it’s currently being uploaded. Been posting to Instagram at least twice a day (on good days) and at least once most days. I am still new to all this. Learning Adobe has been easy i guess.? The coding takes more brain power than I have most days so that is slowing me down a lot. Yesterday got my fall guide for college classes. really think im going to do it. Im going back to school! unfortunately im more Rodney Dangerfield and less Adam Sandler….. wait no that is the Better Option anyways. So i want to take a edditing class and a video production class this fall and im thinking coding in the winter. Its a huge comitment for me with Lando and all but a rolling stone gaters no moss right. Just Keep Swimming! Thank you for sticking with me. It has beem a fun ride and we really havent even started yet! im excited for where this is going. and i want to thank you all for the motivation and encuregment.

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Don’t call it a comeback! I’ve been here for years, I’m rocking my peers Puttin’ suckers in fear.

I’m not dead….yet! Hello all sorry for the radio silence last few days, well the week really. Lando is out of school for spring brake. This kid is a hand full. He returns to school Monday so look forward to more things from me then. In the meantime check out the YouTube channel. This week I learned to play “FortNite” and warning I’m not very good. “Remember to smash that like button and Subscribe if you haven’t.” There am i a real Tuber now. Well that is short and sweet. In till we meet Again!

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Friday, Friday Gettin’ down on Friday, Everybody’s lookin’ forward to the weekend!

So taking steps to grow is hard. I keep wanting to get into old habits. I really don’t know how to fight this just yet. I just sit down and force my self to wright. Never knowing what will come out of this, just letting the words flow. Yesterday i started a book called “The War of Art” by Steven Pressfield and wow. The first few pages felt like he was talking right to me. Now i know every one probably will feel that way, and that is why i am HIGHLY recommending the book. Nowhere near finished with it and i cant help to read the rest.

Book recommendations aside, I have been busy-ish.  Have not gotten anywhere on the video editing. I expect to get on that once the kids are back in school (curse you Spring Brake!). In the mean time i am continuing with the online lessons and developing my skills. Been a long time since i put my nose to the grindstone. Wish me luck cause my son just woke up and it is now time to start my day.